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The Wicked We Become

by Jennifer Collins

  • 1 hr 40 min read
  • 14 chapters
  • Published 13 February 2026
18+Fantasy RomanceMonster RomanceFae RomanceForced ProximityEnemies to LoversStrong HeroineDark RomanceCurse Romance
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Summary

Exiled from her home by a curse that turns her into a scaled monster under the moon's gaze, healer Thea Beckett must cross into the perilous Otherwild with the help of disgraced fae smuggler Kieran Walsh. Their journey through shifting forests and deadly creatures ignites a forbidden passion, but Kieran's hidden motives and the curse's dark origins put Thea's humanity and heart at risk in a battle against an ancient evil.

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Chapter 1

Chapter One: The Sea-Witch's Curse

Thea Beckett wiped her hands on a clean linen cloth, the fabric absorbing the last traces of the herbal salve she had applied to young Elara's scraped knee. The girl's tear-streaked face broke into a tentative smile as Thea offered her a piece of honeyed bread from the small basket on the wooden table. Outside, the mist rolled in from the sea like a living thing, wrapping the coastal village of Eldergrove in its cool, salty embrace. The waves crashed steadily against the rocky shore, a constant rhythm that Thea had known since childhood.

"There now, that should heal nicely," Thea said, her voice soft and reassuring. "Keep it clean and come back in two days if the redness does not fade. You were very brave today."

Elara nodded, clutching the bread as she hopped down from the stool. "Thank you, Miss Beckett. Mama says you're the best healer in all the coastlands. Even better than the old ones."

Thea allowed herself a quiet laugh, the sound warm and gentle in the modest cottage that served as both her home and her workshop. Shelves lined the walls, filled with jars of dried herbs, vials of tinctures, and bundles of fresh plants she had gathered from the tide pools that morning. Her hands, always gentle and steady, were her greatest gift. They mended broken bones from fishing accidents and soothed broken hearts from lost loves or family quarrels. In Eldergrove, she was the one people turned to when troubles arose, human or otherwise.

As Elara left, closing the weathered door behind her, Thea stepped to the window and gazed out at the misty horizon. The sun was beginning its slow descent, turning the sea from gray to a deep, ominous black. She felt a familiar pang of loneliness in her chest. Her father had been gone for nearly a decade, claimed by a storm that swallowed his fishing boat whole. He had left her this cottage, his knowledge of herbs and healing, and little else. No siblings, no husband—only the villagers who relied on her and the endless rhythm of the tides.

She shook off the melancholy and began tidying her supplies. There was always more work to do. Old Mr. Thomas had complained of a persistent cough earlier that week, and she needed to prepare a new batch of lungwort tea. The days passed this way, steady and predictable, until night fell and the world grew quiet.

But this evening felt different. As Thea made her way down the narrow path toward the shore to collect a few last strands of seaweed for her poultices, the air grew heavier. The mist thickened, clinging to her simple woolen dress and dampening her dark hair. The waves, usually soothing, now pounded with an angry intensity, sending spray high into the air. She paused at the water's edge, her basket half-full, when the sea began to churn unnaturally.

A column of water rose before her, twisting and forming into a humanoid shape. The sea-witch emerged from the depths, her body draped in kelp and barnacles, skin the color of bleached bone. Her eyes glowed with an eerie green light, and when she spoke, her voice echoed like waves in a cavern. "Thea Beckett, daughter of the thief who stole from my domain. Your father owed me a blood debt for the treasures he took from the sunken wrecks. He escaped in death, but you will pay."

Thea stumbled backward, her heart hammering against her ribs. "I know nothing of any debt," she protested, her voice trembling but clear. "My father was an honest fisherman. Whatever he did, it died with him. Please, leave me in peace."

The witch's laughter was a harsh, bubbling sound that sent chills down Thea's spine. "Peace is not yours to claim. Feel the weight of what was stolen from me." She raised her webbed hands, and a surge of dark magic shot forth like a bolt of lightning from the waves. It struck Thea squarely in the chest, spreading through her body like liquid fire.

Pain exploded within her. Thea cried out, dropping her basket as her skin began to change. It rippled and hardened, transforming into glossy obsidian scales that shimmered with an oily iridescence under the fading light. Her fingers stretched and curved into long, razor-sharp claws that dug into the sand. Her eyes burned as they shifted to a molten silver, the world suddenly sharper and more vivid through her new gaze. Every bone in her body felt as if it were reshaping itself, and she fell to her knees, gasping in agony.

"What have you done to me?" Thea managed to scream, her voice distorting into something guttural and monstrous.

"From dusk to dawn, you will wear this form," the sea-witch declared, sinking back into the black water. "A reminder of unpaid debts. Only breaking the curse at its source will free you. But beware—the world will see you as the beast you now are."

The witch vanished beneath the waves, leaving only ripples and an echoing laugh. Thea struggled to her feet, her new form towering and powerful yet alien. Panic surged through her. She had to get back to her cottage, to hide before anyone saw. But as she lumbered up the path, her clawed feet tearing into the earth, a villager spotted her from the edge of the settlement.

"Demon! Sea demon in the village!" the man shouted, his voice filled with terror. Others emerged from their homes, carrying lanterns and tools that quickly became weapons. Torches were lit, their flames cutting through the gathering darkness.

"It's Thea! She's changed—burn the monster!" a woman screamed, recognizing the remnants of Thea's dress clinging to the scaled form.

The chase was chaotic and terrifying. Thea ran, her powerful legs carrying her swiftly despite the disorientation of her transformed body. The villagers pursued, their angry cries mixing with the crash of the sea. They cornered her near the old oak at the village square, piling wood and straw around her and setting it ablaze. The heat licked at her scales, singeing but not fully harming her new skin. In desperation, she slashed out with her claws, breaking through the makeshift barrier and fleeing into the nearby woods.

She hid among the trees until exhaustion claimed her. As the first rays of dawn pierced the canopy, the curse reversed. The scales melted away like morning dew, her claws retracted into gentle fingers, and her eyes returned to their soft brown. Naked and shivering, Thea made her way back to her cottage under the cover of early light, avoiding the main paths. She dressed in fresh clothes and tended to the minor burns on her arms, her mind reeling from the nightmare.

But the villagers had not forgotten. By midday, a group gathered outside her door, their faces hardened with fear. "You brought this upon us, Thea," the blacksmith said, holding a torch. "The witch came for you. We cannot risk another attack. This ends tonight."

They dragged her out, attempting to bind her to a stake for burning. Thea fought with what little strength she had left, pleading for understanding. "I am still me! The healer who mended your son's arm last winter. This is a curse, not my choice!"

A sympathetic neighbor helped create a distraction, allowing her to break free once more. She retreated inside, barricading the door as the mob shouted threats. Tears streamed down her face as she searched frantically through her father's old sea chest in the corner. Among the faded maps and letters, she found one stained with what looked like dried blood. Unfolding it with shaking hands, she saw a path marked clearly: from Eldergrove through the wilds to the Thornwall, the living hedge of thorns that divided the mortal realm from the savage Otherwild. Strange symbols suggested it held answers, perhaps a way to confront the source of such curses.

"This is my only chance," she whispered to the empty room. The villagers would try again at dusk, and she could not endure another transformation in their midst. She packed a small satchel with healing herbs, food, a waterskin, and a knife. As the sun began to set once more, she slipped out the back window and fled into the gathering shadows, following the map's winding route away from everything she had known.

The journey to the Thornwall took her through increasingly dense forests, the mist giving way to thicker undergrowth. Hours passed, her legs aching and her mind filled with doubt. What if the map led nowhere? What if the Otherwild held only more danger? But the alternative was death by fire or the endless cycle of transformation and rejection.

Finally, as a blood-orange moon rose high in the sky, casting an eerie glow over the landscape, Thea reached the edge of the Thornwall. The massive hedge of intertwined thorns and whispering vines loomed before her, pulsing with an otherworldly energy. It seemed alive, the branches shifting slightly as if breathing. She stood there, throat tight with fear and desperation, staring at the barrier between worlds.

A figure lounged against the thorns as if they were a mere garden fence. He was tall and scarred, with fae-sharp cheekbones, midnight hair that fell across his forehead, and a smirk that could cut glass. His eyes gleamed with dangerous amusement as he took a drag from something that smelled like starlight and sin, the smoke curling around him in lazy spirals.

"Well, well," he drawled, his voice like velvet dragged over gravel. "You must be the cursed one. I'll take you through the Thornwall, healer. But I want a vial of that cursed blood of yours. Night-form only. Black-market gold."

Thea swallowed hard, her options vanishing like the last light of day. She had no choice. "Agreed," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

He pushed off the thorns and extended a hand. "Name's Kieran Walsh. Stick close, and maybe we'll both survive the night."

As they stepped toward the barrier together, the first hints of dawn touched the horizon. The thorns parted slightly for them, and Thea felt a flicker of something new—hope mixed with an inexplicable pull toward the stranger at her side. But as they crossed the threshold, the sun slipped away completely, and night fell once more. Her body began to betray her again, scales rippling across her skin, claws extending, eyes blazing silver.

She braced for his scream, for rejection or attack. Instead, Kieran tilted his head, his own eyes gleaming with something dangerously close to hunger. "Pretty," he murmured, and offered her a waterskin designed with a grip wide enough for claws.

That single word cracked something open inside her, even as the monster took hold. For the first time since the curse, Thea did not feel entirely alone.

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Richard
★★★★★

It was a great yarn, with all the best things great yarns have…it went about two-three chapters too long…but a good read nonetheless

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