Read a preview
Chapter 1
Chapter 1: Arrival
The bus groaned to a stop at the edge of nowhere, and Sarah Miller stepped off into salt air and silence.
Anchor Bay stretched before her like a watercolor painting left out in the rain—muted greens and grays bleeding into each other, the ocean a flat pewter line against the overcast sky. Three months ago, she'd found this place on a map while searching for nursing positions in towns she'd never heard of. The name had felt like a sign. An anchor. Something to hold her in place when everything else had been torn away.
She adjusted the strap of her bag and watched the bus pull away, its taillights disappearing around a bend in the coastal road. The driver had given her an odd look when she'd told him her stop—not unfriendly, exactly, but measured. Appraising.
"Anchor Bay," he'd repeated, as if tasting something unfamiliar. "You got family there?"
"No. A job."
He'd nodded slowly, said nothing more, and she'd spent the remaining forty minutes of the journey watching the landscape grow wilder, the houses fewer, the road narrower.
Now she stood on a gravel shoulder beside a weathered sign that read ANCHOR BAY - POP. 847 in faded blue letters. Below it, someone had added a hand-painted wooden plaque: WELCOME HOME.
The irony wasn't lost on her.
Sarah had spent the last eighteen months dismantling the life she'd built with David. Selling the house they'd renovated together, the one with the yellow kitchen he'd insisted on and the garden she'd planted the spring before his diagnosis. Donating his clothes to the veterans' organization he'd supported. Watching their friends drift away, unable to navigate the awkward geography of young widowhood.
She was thirty-four years old, and she felt ancient.
The clinic was easy to find—Anchor Bay wasn't large enough for anything to be hard to find. Main Street ran parallel to the harbor, a single stretch of brick and clapboard buildings that housed everything the town needed: a hardware store, a small grocery, a diner with a hand-lettered sign reading MARY'S, and at the far end, a modest white building with ANCHOR BAY COMMUNITY CLINIC painted above the door.
Dr. Howard Finley met her on the front steps. He was older than she'd expected from their phone conversations—mid-sixties at least, with a weathered face and kind eyes behind wire-rimmed glasses.
"Mrs. Miller." He shook her hand with both of his. "Welcome to the edge of the world."
"Sarah, please. And thank you for this opportunity, Dr. Finley."
"Howard." He smiled, and the lines around his eyes deepened. "We don't stand on ceremony here. Come in, let me show you around before Mary feeds you the biggest piece of pie you've ever seen."
The clinic was small but well-equipped, cleaner and more modern than she'd anticipated. Two examination rooms, a modest pharmacy, a waiting area with mismatched chairs and a collection of ancient magazines. Howard explained that he'd been the town's only doctor for thirty years, that his wife had passed two winters ago, that he was getting too old for night calls and needed someone younger to share the load.
"The people here," he said, leading her through the back door to show her the small apartment attached to the clinic, "they're good. Suspicious of outsiders at first—can't blame them, really—but once they accept you, you're family."
The apartment was modest: a bedroom, a sitting room, a tiny kitchen. But it had windows that looked out over the harbor, and when Sarah stood at the glass, she could see fishing boats bobbing at their moorings and, beyond them, the endless gray expanse of the sea.
"It's perfect," she said, and meant it.
Howard left her to settle in, and Sarah spent the afternoon unpacking the few boxes she'd shipped ahead. She'd brought almost nothing from her old life—a few photographs, her nursing textbooks, David's watch that she couldn't bring herself to wear but couldn't bear to leave behind. The apartment came furnished with someone else's history: a quilt on the bed that smelled faintly of lavender, dishes in the cupboard with small chips at the edges, a rocking chair by the window that creaked when she sat in it.
She sat there as the afternoon light faded, watching the boats come in from wherever boats went, and for the first time in months, she felt something loosen in her chest. Not peace, exactly. But the possibility of it.
The knock came at sunset.
Sarah opened the door to find a woman roughly her own age, plump and cheerful, holding a covered dish that smelled of butter and herbs.
"You're the new nurse." It wasn't a question. "I'm Mary Holloway. I own the diner. Howard said you hadn't eaten, and I won't have anyone starving to death in my town."
Before Sarah could respond, Mary had swept past her into the apartment, setting the dish on the kitchen counter and pulling back the foil to reveal a golden-crusted chicken pot pie.
"You look like you need feeding up," Mary continued, opening cupboards until she found plates. "Sit down. I'll serve."
Sarah sat.
Over pie and the strong tea Mary had somehow produced from Sarah's meager supplies, she learned the rhythms of Anchor Bay. The fishing boats went out at dawn and returned by late afternoon. The grocery got deliveries on Tuesdays and Fridays. The nearest hospital was forty miles away, which meant the clinic handled everything from splinters to heart attacks.
"Howard's been run ragged since Ellen passed," Mary said. "He won't admit it, but he's tired. We all are, honestly. It's been a hard few years."
"Hard how?"
Mary's cheerful expression flickered, just for a moment. "Small town things. People leaving. People dying. The fishing's not what it used to be." She stood abruptly, gathering dishes. "But that's not your worry tonight. Tonight, you rest. Tomorrow, you come to the diner for breakfast—on the house, don't argue—and you meet the rest of us."
At the door, she paused. "One thing, Sarah. A bit of local wisdom."
"Yes?"
"The moonless nights." Mary's voice was light, but her eyes were serious. "We stay in on moonless nights. It's just... tradition. Superstition, really. But the old-timers get upset if you don't respect it."
"Stay in?"
"Away from the water. Don't walk the beach, don't go near the harbor. It's silly, I know." She laughed, but it sounded forced. "Just humor us, will you? Small towns have their quirks."
She was gone before Sarah could ask anything else.
That night, Sarah lay in her new bed listening to the unfamiliar sounds of this unfamiliar place—the distant rhythm of waves, the creak of the building settling, the occasional cry of a night bird she couldn't identify. She thought about moonless nights and the strange intensity in Mary's eyes.
She thought about David, the way she always did in the dark hours, remembering the sound of his laugh and the shape of his hands and the terrible months at the end when she'd held him together with morphine and whispered lies about how everything would be fine.
She thought about starting over, and whether such a thing was even possible, or whether you just carried your old self into new places and pretended the scenery made a difference.
Somewhere in the harbor, a bell buoy rang its lonely note.
Sarah closed her eyes and let the darkness take her.