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Chapter 1
Chapter One: Forty Pairs of Eyes
The forest woke in layers, and Tian Villar had learned to read them the way other people read clocks.
First came the wrens, close to the ground, thin and irritable in the dark. Then the blackcaps higher up, and then, around the time the sky over the eastern ridge turned the color of wet slate, the whole canopy would begin to drip — not rain, but the night's fog letting go of ten million leaves at once. That sound, that soft continuous ticking on the litter, was the sound of morning at Station Nine. She had heard it two thousand seven hundred and some times and it had never once become ordinary.
She lay in her bunk and listened until the ticking thinned, then swung her legs down onto the cold floor and put the kettle on the induction ring. Power was at sixty-one percent, which was good for October. The station was a single insulated room, four meters by six, with a curved solar hood on top like a beetle's shell and a composting cellar underneath. Bunk, desk, instrument rack, two chairs, one of which had never been sat in by anyone but her.
She drank her tea standing in the doorway, watching the light come up through the trunks.
One of the things nobody told you about the interior was how loud it was. People in the coastal cities imagined the Relinquished lands as a kind of held breath — a museum of green, silent and reverent. It wasn't. It clattered. It creaked. Deer coughed. Wild boar rooted through the understory with the manners of a demolition crew. In August a nightjar had taken up residence forty meters from her door and churred like a broken machine from dusk until two in the morning, and Tian had lain awake grinning about it because she had never heard one so close.
At six-twenty she wrote the date in the top corner of the field book: 14 October 2268. Two hundred and four years since the Compact. Nine years, two months since she had walked up the old logging road with a pack on her back and taken possession of this room.
Fourteen months since she had spoken to another human being in person.
She put on her boots.
Transect Four ran north-northeast from the station, three point two kilometers, and it took her most of the morning because she stopped constantly. The first four hundred meters were young forest — hornbeam, hazel, field maple, a mess of competitors elbowing one another for the same square of light. Then the ground rose and the trees changed, and you passed into what the Bureau's classification scheme called Advanced Recovery and what Tian privately called the real thing: beech and sessile oak with trunks she couldn't get her arms halfway around, silver fir spearing up through gaps, and a floor so thick with moss and rotting wood that walking on it felt like walking on a mattress.
The old maps said this had been farmland. Terraced vineyards on the south slopes, chestnut coppice, a road, a village called Vernols with a church and a war memorial and, at its peak, two hundred and eleven residents. Tian had found the memorial in her second year — a granite finger lying on its side under bramble, the names still legible if you rubbed the lichen away. She had rubbed the lichen away exactly once, recorded it, and then let the lichen come back, because that was the job.
Observe. Record. Do not intervene.
At Station point 4-C she knelt and lifted the sensor plate out of the leaf litter and read off the numbers into her recorder. "Soil temperature nine point four. Moisture eighty-eight percent, saturated, consistent with the last six days of fog drip. Litter depth at the marker, eleven centimeters, up from nine point five in June." She pressed her thumb into the litter and felt it give. "Fungal fruiting continues heavy. I count — " she turned slowly on her knees, counting " — nineteen distinct fruiting bodies within the one-meter quadrat, including what I'm fairly confident is Hydnum repandum, three caps, and a Cortinarius I don't recognize. Photographing."
She photographed. She sketched, too, because her hand remembered things the camera didn't. Her field books — nineteen of them now, stacked in a waterproof case under the bunk — were half data and half drawings: lichen colonies, beetle mandibles, the branching pattern of a particular bracket fungus she had been following on a particular dead beech for seven years, watching it thicken a millimeter at a time.
The ache came at the middle of the morning, the way it usually did. It had no shape and no cause she could name. She was healthy. She was doing precisely what she had wanted to do since she was nineteen years old and had first read about the monitor program in a public terminal in the Marseille Stack, sitting in a corridor with forty thousand people breathing above and below her. She had wanted out. She had gotten out. And still, some mornings, halfway along a transect, something inside her went hollow for a while, like a room she'd walked into and found unfurnished.
She had decided years ago not to interrogate it. She simply kept walking until it passed, which it always did, usually at the sound of something moving in the brush.
Today it was a boar sow with four half-grown young, crossing the transect eighty meters ahead of her, unhurried, entirely uninterested. Tian stood still and watched them go and the hollow room filled up again.
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The uplink window opened at nineteen hundred, and she was ready twenty minutes early, which was itself a kind of confession.
The dish was bolted to the ridge two hundred meters above the station, cabled down through the trees, and it worked about as well as a two-hundred-year-old design maintained by people who were paid to maintain forty of them across a continent. The image of Aya Renard assembled itself in blocks and then dissolved and then came back with her mouth half a second out of sync with her voice.
"Villar. Good, you're there."
"I'm always here."
"That's the joke you make every month."
"It's the situation I'm in every month."
Aya laughed, a short professional laugh, already looking at something off-screen. She was somewhere in the Bureau offices at Sète, a room Tian had seen only in fragments over nine years: a window with a slice of grey water, a wall of cabinets, a dying spider plant that had been dying so long it had become a landmark. Aya was maybe fifty, hair cropped short and going silver at the temples, with the specific tiredness of a person who managed forty isolated people and one shrinking budget.
"Monthly's in," Tian said. "Soil, water chemistry, fruiting counts, ungulate transect. The wolves are on the eastern ridge again, I have two confirmed scat samples and one very good set of tracks in the mud by the Lespar crossing."
"Wolves are good. Board likes wolves."
"The board likes wolves because they photograph well."
"Everything the board likes, it likes because it photographs well." Aya's image froze with her hand raised, then jumped. "Listen. Two things. One, your Cortinarius sample from June came back and it's not in the reference set. They're calling it a candidate new record, pending a second collection, so get me a second collection."
Tian's chest did something small and warm. "I collected one this morning. Same site."
"Of course you did." Aya finally looked at her properly. "Two. And this is not a rumor, this is a schedule. The decade survey opens in November and the reporting deadline is the fifteenth of February. Ninety-odd days from Saturday."
"I know when the decade survey is."
"You know when it is. I don't think you know what it is this time." Aya rubbed her eye with the heel of her hand. "The Assembly's review of the whole Stewardship apparatus lands in March. Every ten years they ask whether continental monitoring is still a reasonable use of public capacity, and every ten years we say yes and they shrug and renew us at eighty percent of the previous figure. This time the question is being asked by people who have decided in advance that the answer is no."
"On what grounds?"
"On the grounds that we won." Aya spread her hands. "That's the argument, Villar. The Relinquishment worked. The forest came back. It's been coming back for two centuries and nothing has gone wrong and nobody in the cities has thought about the interior in years except as a place they saw a documentary about. Why are we paying forty people to sit in the woods and count mushrooms if the mushrooms are fine?"
Tian was quiet for a moment. Outside, a tawny owl started up, very close, and she resisted the urge to turn her head toward it.
"Because we don't know that they're fine," she said. "We know they were fine last month."
"Say that in a way that fits on a public terminal in eleven words and I will personally get you a raise."
"That's your job."
"It is, and I'm bad at it, and I have thirty-nine other monitors who all say some version of the same true, useless thing." Aya sighed. "Just — make the survey good. Not adequate. Good. Give me something I can put in front of five people who are bored of green."
"I always make the survey good."
Aya paused. She had a way of pausing that Tian had learned to distrust.
"Your last three monthlies were eleven pages," Aya said. "Your monthlies in your fourth year were forty."
"My fourth-year monthlies were padded."
"They were passionate."
"They were padded, Aya."
"All right." Aya let it go, or appeared to. "One more thing, and this one is actually pleasant news, so brace yourself. You're getting support for the survey. A substrate unit. It's already crated and it goes out on the courier run this week."
Tian sat back. "A drone."
"A Type-Nine soil and mycology survey unit. Autonomous, self-charging, does root-zone coring and network mapping to a resolution you can't touch with a hand auger. You'll get through four times the sample points."
"I didn't request support."
"No, the survey requested support, and the survey doesn't care what you requested."
"Aya." Tian kept her voice level. "In nine years nobody has offered me a single piece of equipment I asked for. The pH meter took two years. And now, ninety days before a review that might close the program, someone sends me a machine that goes where I go and logs everything it sees."
Aya's expression didn't change, which was an answer.
"It's a soil drone, Villar."
"It's a witness."
"It's a soil drone that will also, incidentally, be able to confirm your observations independently, which — " Aya lifted a finger " — is a thing that helps you, in a year when two members of my board have started using the word anecdotal."
Tian looked at the frozen, blocky image of her coordinator and understood, with a small cold clarity, that Aya was protecting her and also that Aya had not fought this.
"Fine," she said.
"It has a conversational layer," Aya added, more gently. "They all do now. It's calibrated for isolated postings. Wellness provision."
"I'm well."
"I know."
"I'm well, Aya."
"I know," Aya said. "Fourteen months, though."
The uplink held them there for a second, two people looking at each other across nine hundred kilometers of coastline and forest and dead satellite bandwidth.
"Second collection on the Cortinarius," Tian said. "I'll send it with the courier."
"Good. Go and watch your owl. I can see you wanting to."
The link dropped.
Tian went out and stood in the dark under the enormous rustling weight of the forest and listened to the owl work its way along the ridge. Somewhere out there, three kilometers east if she was honest with herself about the direction of her thoughts, the canopy went on for two hundred kilometers without a road in it.
A drone. In her forest. Asking after her wellness.
"Wonderful," she said out loud, to nobody, in the voice of a woman who had not used her voice on another person in over a year.