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Chapter 1
Chapter 1: The Last Word
Lucy Perrin never stopped reading in the middle of a sentence.
She could stop at the end of a paragraph. She could stop at a period, or at a good strong semicolon if she truly had to. But she would not leave a sentence hanging open with its last words unspoken. Not for lunch, not for a phone call, not for a fire alarm. She had tested the fire alarm once, finishing a long paragraph about a Scottish moor while the whole building shrieked around her. It had turned out to be burnt toast.
“Lu,” said Imran Shah in her headphones. “Lunch. The sandwiches are here, and they're getting sad.”
She lifted one finger toward the booth window without looking up and kept reading. The thriller on her music stand was not a good thriller. A detective named Stack was about to open a refrigerator in an abandoned house, and everyone in the world, including Stack, knew what he would find inside. Lucy gave the moment everything she had anyway. She slowed down. She let her voice drop until it was almost a hum, the same low hum as the old fridge in the story. She finished the sentence, and then the next one, because it was short and it would have felt rude to leave it behind.
“And we're clear,” Imran said. “That was great. You made a man finding a head in a refrigerator sound like the saddest day of his life.”
“It was the saddest day of his life,” Lucy said. “It was his brother's head.”
“Spoilers.”
She hung her headphones on their hook and stretched until her shoulders cracked. The booth was a box inside a box, built where the dining room of the old row house used to be. Gray foam covered every wall in soft little pyramids. The door was as thick as a freezer door and closed with a sigh and a click. A double-paned window looked out on the control room, where Imran sat in a nest of screens, cables and half-empty coffee mugs. Lucy had spent the better part of eight years in this box. She had been pirates and duchesses and talking cats. She had been a dying man in Tennessee and a girl detective in Paris. She had read six hundred hours of other people's words into the foam, and every one of those hours had ended at the end of a sentence.
Shah Sound occupied a narrow brick row house on a side street in Fells Point, three blocks from the harbor. Imran had bought it with a bank loan, a small inheritance and what he called a frankly unreasonable amount of optimism. He had gutted the downstairs himself. Upstairs he lived in two rooms with a record player, a sagging couch and about four hundred cassette tapes he had collected from thrift stores and yard sales over the years. Most of them were mixtapes made by strangers. Some were answering-machine tapes. A few were families singing happy birthday to people nobody remembered anymore. Imran said he liked them because they were the sound of ordinary people being alive.
Lucy pushed the heavy door open and stepped into the control room. It smelled of coffee, warm electronics and turkey sandwiches.
“You know you can stop anywhere,” Imran said, handing her one. He was tall and narrow, with a short black beard and a brown cardigan he had owned since college. “I can cut in the middle of a word. In the middle of a syllable. We live in the future.”
“I know.”
“I'm just saying. If the building was actually on fire—”
“Then I'd read faster,” Lucy said.
He shook his head, smiling, but he didn't push. He knew why. He was the only person she had ever told the whole of it.
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When Lucy was ten, her mother worked nights as an emergency room nurse at Johns Hopkins, and her grandmother Rose put her to bed.
Rose Perrin lived with them in a row house in Highlandtown with white marble front steps that she scrubbed every Saturday, the old Baltimore way. She was small and quick and wore her gray hair in a braid that reached halfway down her back. She had worked forty years at a bakery on Eastern Avenue, and her hands always smelled faintly of flour, even long after she retired. She did not read stories at bedtime. She told them. She said books were wonderful things, but a story that came out of your own mouth belonged to the person listening, and that was better.
That summer she told Lucy a story called The Night Ferry.
It was about a girl named Minnow who lived beside a river made of lamplight. The river was wide and gold and slow, and it ran between the land of the living and the land of whatever came next. Every night the dead came down to Minnow's dock in their good clothes, carrying small lanterns, and Minnow rowed them across. She talked with them on the way. A sailor told her about the sea. A baker told her about bread, which made Lucy laugh, because Rose gave the baker the voice of her old boss on Eastern Avenue. An old woman told Minnow about the man she had loved when she was young, and a little boy asked Minnow whether there would be dogs on the far side. Minnow always said she didn't know, because she had never stepped off the ferry onto the far shore. She only knew the river.
Rose told the story in pieces, a little every night. She would sit on the edge of Lucy's bed with the hall light on and the window fan humming, and she would start the same way every time.
“Now,” she would say. “Where were we, Lucy-goose?”
And Lucy would tell her. She always knew exactly where they were.
The Night Ferry went on for forty-one nights. On the forty-first night, Minnow was rowing a passenger who carried no lantern and would not show her face, and the ferry was halfway across the river, farther out than Lucy had ever heard it go. Rose's voice was low and slow, the way it got when the story was good.
“And Minnow dipped her oars into the lamplight,” Rose said, “and the far shore came near enough to see, and there on the bank she saw—”
And then she stopped.
Lucy waited. She thought it was a trick, a pause to make her beg. She said, “Saw what, Grandma?” Rose looked at her with an expression Lucy had never seen before, puzzled and frightened, as if she had walked into a room and could not remember why. Her mouth moved. No sound came out. Then her left hand slid off the bedspread, and Lucy ran screaming for the neighbor.
It was a stroke. Rose lived three more weeks in a hospital bed at Hopkins, with tubes and monitors and flowers from the bakery. She could squeeze a hand. She could blink. Once she smiled when Lucy came in. But she never spoke again. Lucy sat beside her every afternoon and read to her from library books, and she was careful, so careful, never to stop in the middle of a sentence. Then one morning Rose died, and the story died with her, the ferry stuck forever halfway across the river.
Lucy had become a narrator the way some people become firefighters after a fire. She finished other people's sentences for a living. It was not something she said out loud. But she knew it was true.
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“So,” Imran said, when she had eaten half her sandwich. “I have news. Big news. Possibly life-changing news. Do you want to guess?”
“You're finally throwing out the tapes.”
“Never. Guess again.”
“Just tell me.”
He swiveled his chair toward her and folded his hands like a game show host. “Haverford Press called this morning. They're doing a new edition of *The Orchard at World's End*. Hardcover, paperback, audio, the whole thing. Big push. And they want you to narrate it.”
Lucy put down her sandwich.
She had read *The Orchard at World's End* at fourteen in a single rainy weekend, curled on the couch with a blanket. Half the bookish teenagers in Baltimore had, sooner or later. It was a cult classic, a strange and beautiful fantasy published in 1958 by a local woman named Agatha Norwood, who had lived and written in a narrow house on Calvert Street. It followed an orphan boy who stole apples and ended up guarding an orchard that grew at the very edge of the world. People got tattoos of its trees. There was a bar in Hampden named after it.
And it had no ending.
Agatha Norwood had been found dead at her typewriter on a winter morning in 1958, slumped over the keys, the last page of her novel still rolled into the machine. The final chapter was all there except for its end. It stopped partway through a line. The publisher at the time had printed it exactly as she left it, broken sentence and all, and generations of readers had reached the last page and turned it over, looking for more.
“That's not all,” Imran said. “They've commissioned a new ending. A real one. They're publishing the book with a final chapter that finishes the story.”
“Who's writing it?”
“Laurence Preston.”
Lucy knew the name. Everyone did. Laurence Preston had been a bestselling novelist for fifty years. His books were sold in airports and taught in high schools. He wrote big, warm, old-fashioned stories about foxes and clockmakers and lost children and lighthouses. Reviewers always said the same thing about him, that nobody finished a story the way Laurence Preston did.
“And here's the part where you fall off your chair,” Imran said. “He asked for you. By name. He told Haverford he wouldn't do it unless Lucy Perrin narrated.”
“Why me?”
“He said he heard your Dickens and wept. Direct quote. I wrote it down.” He held up a sticky note. *HEARD HER DICKENS AND WEPT.* “Three weeks of recording, here, starting next Monday. The fee is more than you made all last year. And I get to engineer it, which means I get paid, which means I can fix the furnace before winter.”
Lucy looked down at her hands. She should have been happy, and she was. But under the happiness something small and cold had turned over.
Someone was going to finish Agatha Norwood's sentence for her.
“What's wrong?” Imran asked.
“Nothing. It's just strange. She didn't get to finish it. Now somebody else gets to decide how it ends.”
“Somebody has to,” Imran said gently. “Otherwise it just stops. Forever.”
She knew he was right. She also knew she was going to say yes. She had already started hearing the first page in her head, the shape of the orphan boy's voice, the sound of an orchard full of wind.
“Tell them yes,” she said.
Imran whooped so loudly that the microphone in the booth, which had been left on, recorded it. Later he kept the clip. He said it was the sound of an ordinary person being alive.