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Chapter 1
Chapter 1: The Arrival
The package arrived on a Tuesday, three weeks after Michael's funeral.
Janet Hayes stood at her kitchen window, watching the mail carrier retreat down the gravel driveway. The morning light filtered through bare November branches, casting skeletal shadows across the countertop where the brown paper parcel sat waiting. She hadn't ordered anything. She hadn't done much of anything since the accident, really—just existed in the hollow shell of the house they'd shared for eighteen years.
The return address was written in spidery handwriting she didn't recognize: V. Hayes, 1847 Ridgeback Road, Hollow Mountain, TN.
Vera.
Janet's stomach tightened. She'd met Michael's sister exactly once, at their wedding twenty years ago. A thin woman with dark eyes and pale hands who'd sat in the back row and left before the reception. Michael never spoke about her, and when Janet asked, he'd simply say they'd grown apart. Some families are like that, he'd told her. Some distances can't be crossed.
She should throw it away unopened. Whatever Vera had sent, whatever gesture this was supposed to be, Janet didn't want it. She didn't want anything from the woman who hadn't bothered to attend her own brother's funeral.
But her hands were already pulling at the twine.
The paper fell away to reveal a wooden box, hand-carved with intricate patterns of vines and flowers. Despite herself, Janet traced the delicate grooves with her fingertip. The craftsmanship was extraordinary. She lifted the lid.
A porcelain doll lay nestled in folds of burgundy velvet.
Janet's breath caught in her throat.
The doll was perhaps twelve inches tall, dressed in a miniature version of the navy dress Janet had worn to Michael's funeral. Its hair was the same auburn shade as her own, styled in the same shoulder-length waves. But it was the face that made her step back from the counter, her hand flying to her mouth.
It was her face. Her exact face, rendered in painted porcelain with unsettling precision. The slight asymmetry of her eyes. The small scar on her chin from a childhood fall. The particular curve of her lips that Michael used to say made her look like she was always about to smile, even when she wasn't.
How? How could Vera have captured these details? They'd met once, two decades ago, and Janet looked nothing like she had at twenty-five.
A folded note lay beneath the doll. Janet's hands trembled as she opened it.
"Dearest Janet," the spidery handwriting read. "I know we are strangers, but grief makes family of us all. I made this for you, as I make all my creations—with love, with care, with a piece of my heart. Keep her close. She will bring you comfort in the dark days ahead. Your sister, Vera."
Janet read the note three times. Then she looked at the doll again, at its glassy eyes that seemed to catch the light in ways porcelain shouldn't. At the tiny hands, each finger perfectly articulated. At the miniature wedding ring painted on its left hand—a detail that made Janet's stomach lurch because she was still wearing her own.
She put the doll back in the box. She closed the lid. She carried the box to the garage and placed it in the trash can, pushing it down beneath bags of garbage.
Then she went inside, poured herself a glass of wine despite it being barely noon, and tried to forget the way the doll's painted eyes had seemed to follow her.